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November 2009
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How depressing, 1:59PM's new album is finally out today and there's not a single trace of Jay in the album pictures or in any of the new songs but one =(. I don't think anyone but a true 'hottest' can understand the pain that we all feel right now. My heart aches, and I don't even personally know him, but some how his personality potrayed through music and reality shows, makes it seem like he connected to us in a way. 2PM honestly needs him; his voice, his dancing, his presence. Park Jaebeom is 2PM's leader, and no one can ever replace that. I hate people who think we're pathetic, I think they won't know how we feel unless they've actually experienced it. Like those crazy-ass Jonas Brothers fans...what if Nick quit? They'd all suicide probably. I remember the night before the first day of grade 10. Mandeep and I stayed up all night to morning following the news on twitter and 2OneDay. I won't lie, I cried! It was so heartbreaking. About two months have passed and my heart still quivers sometimes. Oh yeah, the album isn't that bad but it isn't that great either. I MISS PARK JAEBEOM!!!

Okay, now aside from my kpopish things...time for the school drama eh? LOL LET'S GO! hmmm
I don't really get into that teen drama stuff. I'm pretty content with school and stuff like that but some people are such piss offs! (YOU MAKE ME PISSED OFF- eli of Ukiss ;D) Freaken' girl pisses me off so much, like wtf's wrong with you. The thing is, we're good friends but I hate you at the same time. Does that make sense? The things you do...ugh why can't people see who you really are?
PLUS, why are you so dumb, if you like the guy, go out with him! Don't fucking go around flirting with other guys; people are starting to think you're a whore. Oh yeah, you are. Who the hell gets a boyfriend when they're 28, you liar, you just want to play around. Slut! UGH and the guy who likes you...stop bothering me!!! I HATE YOU, dont freaken talk to me T__T
Now that we're on the subject of hating people, I realize that I hate a lot of people...I tend to get pissed off easily. I take things to heart, even the small things. I dont care what people say, my opinion is most important to ME. You see, I don't really hate that previous person, but today she was pissing me off, almost like every other day but whatever. I realize I need her there for me as a friend and I want her as my friend but she's sooooo stupid sometimes T__T I am also thankful for the friends I currently have who are there and support me. They make it easier to live and go on with life each day. AND I am also thankful for my dad! I dont know why mom's get all the recognition but my dad is truly the best! I also feel bad sometimes. Just because I'm mad, it doesn't mean I should take it out on someone whose trying to make me feel better. I APOLOGIZEEE *even though you guys will probably never see this*

So today, I did not go to YFC, efff that! Waste of my money T__T I feel bad for not going but...ugh waste of time too. Oh well! It was good while it lasted...somewhat. I met new people, and that's all that really matters, building new friendships! HONESTLY, yfc does not live up to it's name...where was the spiritualness?! The boy leader of YFC is like really, really, really annoying like...wow O_O What kind of grade 12 is he?! Don't you have friends your own age? Jeez! But nahh hes alright sometimes when he's not around those small little asian girls he likes so much, cause then he gets all annoying. It's actually a good thing he treats me like a buddy, maybe thats why I find him less annoying than everyone else. Thank goodness hes a kpop fan or else he'd be the annoyingest person on earth! and it's funny how much he trusts me xD I can't believe he likes COW and Brandon's little sister. I mean shes PRETTY but shes just a baby! *SIGH* Pretty, small people who are naturally pretty and small are so lucky D: WHY!!! not fair =( and I have so many scars on my nose cause of stupid blackheads..I keep squeezing them when I shouldn't X__X OH WELL! I'll try to stop now D: AND people are saying I'm fat jokingly but...I FEEL SAD. I am on the pudgy side T__T

ALSO, when the hell is my mom coming back from Laos...Ok I know when but UGH COME BACK ALREADY!!! I need someone to cook me real food =( I lied...that's not all I need her for and I wont admit that I miss her and I believe I just did but whatever, NO ONE SAW NOTHINGG!!! I'm so bored right now, I should be doing like...my homework and stuff but I CAN'T! I have no motivation. Also I feel good cause I got prettyyyy awesome on my Civics CPT and the exam ;D Tomorow we start civics so I have to remember my class is on the SECOND floor not the THIRD. and I have a fricken 74% in Science...ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! Honestly, HOW am I doing worse than some of these people T__T HOW DEPRESSING. Why am I so lazy and why do I procrastinate so much now a days. I'm loosing it!!! UGH! I need to like STUDY!!! and DO MY WORK(PROPERLY).

I have to do a lot of work before this weekend comes! I have a packed weekend and the next weekend I seriously want to go to the SM auditions in toronto =( FML!!! Stupid friends and their stupid parties LOL I lied...but still..why the same weekend man T__T...I DONT GOT NO MONEY! I seriously need a job...I hate taking money from my parents! I heard insurance went up 30% in ontario and now everyone has to pay $1000 more D: ughh damn this high class country. BUT you gotta love Canada for the most part I guess *SIGH*

WELL, I think I wrote way passed what I thought I would write but...you know LOL. Anyways I need to like...start up my fanfics again! I wish I could! Too lazy and busy most of the time, yet I had time to write this...odd.

Okay ENOUGH for now, gotta do homework D: Annyounggggggg~!

-ConfessionsofAnAngryGirl