I dont know why I feel this way for Danny T__T I have no idea what's wrong with me, or why everytime I see his name flash on msn I hesitate to click it because I care too much about what he's going to say next. I don't like this feeling, I tell many people it feels like a burden and it does; but I find myself to like the "chase", although I hate being the one to confess it all first...

Even when I see him in real life, everyone around us can tell that there's something there. Maybe not from him, but definately from me. A girl came up to me the other day and said,"Anne, do you like Danny?" and I hesitated to answer but said a small "no" in the end. Of course I knew that was a lie but I just couldn't tell her the truth while he was standing in hearing distance. I asked her how she came to that conclusion and she said it was the way I looked at him. HUH?! I didn't think I looked at him any different than I did any other person? I guess I really do like this guy. I never really sincerely liked anyone as I do now and this new experience is way too overwhelming, filling up my thoughts for most of the day when I'm alone. I feel pathetic, why do the little things he says and does fill my heart and makes my face hurt from smiling like an idiot. I don't even care about how people see or look at him anymore, all I know is that, to me he is the guy I want to run after because I like him for him and not for who he is on the outside. He's the one I want under my relationship status on facebook LOL oh my, Im soooooooooooo weird right now. I never wanted to be one of those girls who go crazy over a guy, but look at me. This whole thing is like dedicated to him LOL but dont worry, another post after this one will be a NORMAL update XD. UGH I sound like one of those annoying ass teenagers who think they're in love. But no, I know I'm not in love but I know it's not lust or infatuation either. I just know, I like him more than a friend and if something more ever happened then...it happens! I don't have anything to loose. I don't want to regret not going for it later. Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't be feeling this way because maybe I'm just not ready. But nah, not gonna give up yet. We'll see with a little more time.