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November 2009
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But I'm going to anyways.

It's been almost a month since the last time I've seen you, heard you, or even communicated with you at all. I haven't really thought about it, or you but sometimes I am reminded of you and I wonder what you thought of me. Sometimes I wish I never fell for you because I trusted you way more than I should have and ended up with a scraped knee. That's all it was; a scraped knee that would be healed again in just a few days but it was humiliating. I will always be happy without you, but the thought of you is what hurts and the things that remind me of you my humiliation. I was definately embarassed and if I could take back what I said, I wouldn't. It made me realize, you aren't the one. Which was worth sucking up all my pride just to "confess", because I would never do that. That's how you know...he was special to me. But I guess he wasn't special enough.

It's the worst feeling in the world, knowing the person you wasted your time thinking about never thought about you for even a second. When you were wondering what they were up to, they were wondering what someone else was up to. Almost every song you listen to reminds you of them, and it hurts to listen to the songs they told you about. It makes you look pathetic but it can't be helped if you didn't know you were being played.

Sweet words and actions blinded me.

It sucks, but in the end all you can do is look back and smile at the good times.